Feel

Stress I am and pain I endure..
Fear is what I see...
For life has made me unsure..
Unsure of possibilty...
An enemy to love...
A non believer to the word hope...
Eva so scared I've become to the lonely night...
Eva so content I've become to the eva so bright light..
I hide behind thy mask...
Away from the world...
Away from the truth
that pinches away @ thy flesh...
I face the burden of my lies...
But yet again my lies
have become my reality
more so my joy...
But as it enters the light
I am to face reality again...
How do I face the world...
More less how do I face my self..
How do I approach
being true to thy self....
That is the question...